In my quest to make myself an all around better person, I have come across a couple of hurdles. Bump in the road numero uno...ME! I have always had the self-confidence of a caterpillar I assume theirs isn't the highest but it's taken me 20 years to finally come to grips with it. It's not like any one has ever really put me down or made me feel inferior, it's just the way I think. I realize that when I lose sight of loving myself, I become a worse friend, daughter, sister, and girlfriend. I am trying to learn to always be there for me and really have a vested interest in taking care of myself.
Having said that, it's really hard for me to gain the strength to get the wheels moving. I am working every day to better myself and find my true happiness. I know it will always be something that I'm working on, probably for the rest of my life. I'm not depressed or angry or sad. I just know that I'm not living my life to its fullest potential, and isn't that all anybody ever really wants?
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